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Caffeine [Poetry]

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It’s just the caffeine, the chemistry, my remedy. When dopamine and serotonin find themselves hiding in the no-where corners of my brain and the world vibrates in a haze of uncontrollable motion, I turn to a chemical that feels like oxytocin. Because in my mind, is chemical warfare, thoughts altering chemistry, the past pulling at my memory, draining my energy. …

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Mania [Illustration]

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#CreationDay – And alas, the dark returns. I present my own custom tarot card – “Mania”. This card is represents my mental split between anxiety and depression. On the left, is my anxiety, or manic highs; sometimes I find myself to be very productive and energetic; this energy can sometimes feel happy, but other times, it can spiral out of …